Being Human

March 2015

1. The pain of ‘healing’. Being human means all the pain from grief, but also the tendency to heal with time—which can feel so wrong.
2. Holding two thoughts, or pictures in my head at the same time: the beauty of the day–and the knowledge, and pictures–of Vaughn, gone.
3. The craving for his physicality. He came out of my body–how can I not??