October 29 2014
The way it works is that when I feel ‘okay’ or even ‘happy’; when I act like a sane human being, it’s because I’m doing it by rote. I remember how to act normal. I remember how it feels to be happy. So I try to seem that way. But it’s a thin veneer. It wears off quickly and I am back to this well of misery and self-loathing.
Vaughn's Mom 