Too Careful

2019

I’m going to stop being careful. What am I being careful for?? Jaysus.

Seriously, I need to go to codependents anonymous.

Maybe part of the reason I procrastinate doing things I WANT to do is because I’m so bloody self-conscious and tentative about actually doing something FOR MYSELF, acting for my own good.

Maybe that has something to do with my hesitation/blocking of feeling joy when it’s there.

P.S

To Vaughn and Don in case you think you need to chime in: I’m still stuck here, in the middle of humandom–with snot coming out of my nose and weird thoughts I can’t control…so I don’t want your fucking advice. And that goes for both of you!!!